Pleased to report …

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we turned off the tv last night, rolled over in bed, and he pulled me to him and began twisting and pinching at my nipples, which are insanely sensitive. i was shuddering and gasping, and he pushed his cock into my pussy, and began fucking me. irritatingly though he never really sped up and REALLY fucked me. i started to worry. perhaps he was bored of fucking me so frequently recently? maybe he was annoyed at having to fuck me again 😦

he says to me “what do you want from me tonight?”

me – “stammer – stutter – stammer – ummmm”

he repeats – “what do you want?”

me – “two things … i want you to stop holding back and … i want you to fuck my ass … i want you to fuck my ass every night”

we discuss this for a bit, and then he flips me onto my stomach and proceeds to fuck me hard, deep, fast, etc etc …

then he pulls out, and immediately pushes the head of his cock into my ass. no lube, just my cunt juice. he fucks me quickly like that, not too much of his cock, but fast and rhythmic, i’m in the flow, it’s not too bad.

he pulls out again, gets the lube, and with a hand in the middle of my back pinning me to the bed, says “now i’m REALLY going to fuck you. you’re going to get this every night.” and he lunges right deep into my ass with his seriously fucking huge cock, so i scream, but he’s got my face in my pillow so i’m screaming and screaming into my pillow, he pulls out almost all the way then rams right back in.

and suddenly i just give in, i realise that this will be what i feel every night now, and i relax my ass, and give my hole to him, and spread my legs, he chuckles at me “what do you want, slut?”

“i want you to fuck my ass, please master please, fuck my ass”

he fucks and fucks and fucks me while i’m lying there limp and not resisting at all. finally he pulls out, and while i’m gasping for air and feeling my ass muscles spasming uncontrollably, he suddenly is pushing the metal bejewelled butt plug into me, and i pull away from him but he grabs a fistful of my hair and wrenches me backwards, and i’m trying to adjust and while i’m trying to get my balance back he rams the plug in, and says “that’s staying in all night”.

and it did … and i’m now going to turn off the computer and join him in bed. wish me luck. xoxoxoxo ass-slut, submissive-wife, whore, fucktoy …

Is there anything more erotic…

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…than being cleaned off in the shower after intense rough fucking …

… his fingers stroking between my cunt lips. My hands up on the shower wall. His hands caressing my breasts. His fingers pushing my cunt lips apart. His knee between my legs, pushing my cunt further open. His finger deep in my ass, pinioning me in place. His breath hot on my neck. His cock in my cunt.

And what’s particularly filthy but I just can’t help it is – I feel his cock scraping into my raw, sore cunt, and the pain feels so good, and he knows it, and he knows to go rougher, and by the time we’re back on the bed, he just says “get into position” and I know for the fourth time that night my cunt is going to be used for his pleasure.

I’m exhausted, I’m scarcely cleaned up, I know I’m about to be ripped apart by his cock, and when he says “safe word?” I just say “whatever you want, Master.”

I sense his delight as he speeds up, goes deeper, and fucks me while I cry. And when he cums, I swear the joy spears deep inside me, pulling the pain into my heart and bringing me relief and satisfaction that I have fulfilled my role of being hurt to provide pleasure.

The classic

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We’re cuddling, it’s 11pm, I’m tired, the lights and TV are off, and I start to drift off, only to be told “I’m going to fuck you tonight, y’know.”

My breathing changes immediately. I can feel my cunt get wet.

“Hand on my cock, now.”

I stroke him until he’s hard. It only takes about 10 seconds.

He runs his hand over my head, grabs my hair, wrenches my neck back, and then pushes my torso down the bed. He lines up his cock with my cunt, and rams in, letting go of my hair to grab my hips and wrench me back towards him and force his cock right in.

My slippery cunt takes it so easily. “Mm-hmm” he grunts in appreciation. He knows I need to be taken, no consent requested, if I’m to truly enjoy the sex.

I need to be fucked.

And he fucks me. With absolutely no care for me other than positioning me where he wants me. Face down, his hand pushing my head into the pillow, other hand pushing my back, I’m on my knees so my cunt lines up and he is controlling my body absolutely.

He rams his cock into me like he wants to hurt me. “Try to get away, slut.”

I try. I can scarcely move an inch. Suddenly I NEED to get away. I push, I pull, I strain, and through it all he speeds up, bends over me and rams hard into me, forces me flat on the bed, “you can’t get away, but your wet cunt tells me you don’t want to. You need to be taken like this. You know I own you.”

I can tell he’s going to cum soon. I collapse under him, acknowledging my role as fucktoy for my husband. I wait to feel him explode inside me.

He doesn’t. He pulls out. “Clean me off, slut.” I bring him into my mouth. “Back of the throat, now.” I take it deeper. He pumps into my mouth, into my throat. Pushes his fingers into my cunt. Feels I’m even wetter. He knows what I need – slams my head down onto his cock until I can’t breathe, forces more fingers into my cunt, then pulls them out and starts stretching open my ass.

Pulls his cock out of my mouth. Gets me on my stomach again.

You can guess what happens next.

Begging for it

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Begging for pain. My cunt has been really sore,  so we’ve taken a small break, but are both dying to get back into it. So tonight I suggest we play with the butt plug and chastity belt. That’s where we start, at least. 
Then he unbuckles me, flips me onto my stomach, hoists my ass up, and starts guiding his cock in. It takes time, but slowly we get there. Then he can sense I’m in pain, so he pulls out, tells me it’s ok, we are stopping now. Snuggles and spoons me. Then wraps his arm tight around my throat. Pushes his cock back in. And just rests there. I am in pain. And he knows it. Relax, he says. Relax. I am resentful, but force myself to relax because, my logic goes, this will show him I am obedient and he will do nice things to me. I relax. My cunt stops hurting. He says, he will fall asleep in this position.
I hesitate but finally blurt out, can you please fuck me a bit more, Master. He is no fool. You want to feel used, don’t you, he asks as he wrenches my head back with a grip in my hair and begins fucking me fast and deep. Yes, I squeal, yes please use me Master.
He fucks me crazy hard, my cunt is sopping wet and I am pushing back into him, and he fucks me like a whore, and oh my god my cunt feels better now that I’ve been treated like a fuckslut so it just goes to show that when I’m obedient, and used, and owned, and taken to the point of pain, that’s when i am the best
possible cunt I could be.

Getting back into it

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Two weeks ago we were in bed, finally getting back to the headspace.

He started by putting the hood on me. At which point my cunt starts getting wet, guaranteed. He checked – stroked between my pussy lips, and approvingly remarked, “just a slut, still, I see.” He then put the bondage opera gloves on me, and the posture collar, he put the penis gag in my mouth, the spreader bar on my ankles, and pinioned my arms above my head. Take a moment to let that image sink in. Me, hooded and gagged, unable to see or speak, arms encased in leather, strapped above my head, and legs spread obscenely wide, cunt entirely exposed.

Soon to be more exposed, as he eased into my cunt the speculum, and began to open me up. I love this moment because it’s so hard to have a good physical experience – it opens me up, I get tense, it hurts, he opens me more, it hurts more, I try to relax, I can’t, he opens me more, I panic, I tense, it hurts, he opens me more, I get frantic from discomfort and exposure, and then he usually opens me up just a bit more. I’m by now panting around the penis gag, willing my cunt muscles to relax just a bit, and often failing miserably at this.

He enjoys my discomfort, pops out the gag, and pushes his cock down my throat, fucking my face for a few moments while twisting my nipples so hard I feel they’re about to rip off. I am still desperately trying to relax my cunt, trying to stay in a good position, trying to swallow his cock, trying to be a good girl.

He pulls out of my mouth, puts the gag back in, and goes to inspect my cunt. Many humiliating comments are made, pointing out just how wet I am, how red my lips are as I’m clearly so turned on, how I must love being treated like a whore because my cunt wants to be fucked so hard. He plays inside my cunt, tickling me with a finger, pinching at my clitoris. I’m breathing hard and feeling like a total slut, on display and loving it.

He finally relents and takes the speculum out; needless to say this is driven not by some chivalrous impulse, but rather a desire to rape the fuck out of me as he unbuckles my ankles, positions himself between my legs, raises me up slightly for the best position for him, and then fucks me horribly well, going as deep as he can every time, going extra fast and extra hard til he is panting as well. I’m still in the hood, the gag, and my arms are still pinioned overhead. I couldn’t get out of my head how I must look to him, and I felt so humiliated, knowing that just an hour earlier we had been having simply innocent cuddling in bed, and yet THIS, being used like a hole for his cock’s entertainment, was more effective at arousing my libido; that I needed to be debased and hurt to get turned on. That he knew it – and was taking advantage of it. He slapped my breasts, over and over; pushed into me deep – and then further – and further still til I was screaming around the gag – and then he fucked me deep to that point over and over again, telling me take it, that I deserved it. And I just got wetter.

How could I not. I am just his slut, nothing more.

Just be a good cunt

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This is the instruction he gives me as he is fucking me from behind. He’s had me on my stomach, pinned my arms behind my back, and he’d got the perfect angle to thrust right into the core of me. I’d been totally helpless, unable to push or pull away from him, and so I had just sagged into submission, feeling my thighs get wet from his cock pulling all the way out so he could just rip me right open again.

Then he’s hoisted me up by my hips so that I’m balancing on my knees. I push myself up on my hands to be on all fours, but he angrily slams my head back down into the pillow, face-first, and grabs my hands to force them onto the back of my head so again, I have no ability to push back against him. I feel how vulnerable I am as my ass is pushing up and displaying my holes to him, and I can scarcely breathe but I can feel his satisfaction with this new angle as he pulls my pussy lips wide until I fear I will tear. I moan into the pillow and hear in response, “just be a good cunt”. He jams his thumb into my ass, lets go of my lips, then two fingers in my ass, and as I’m gasping for breath he’s plunged again deep into my cunt, and now he fucks me so hard, so fast, “you love this, don’t you, just being my slut, I can feel how wet your cunt is getting,” and he’s ramming into me and I’m burning and sopping wet and dying for more and I’m just being a cunt, and I love it.

Just me and my man

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Because not all fantasies have to be me being harassed by a million faceless men …

just me and my man, my Master, and recently this did happen when we were out for his dinner, and afterwards we went back to the car parked in a very dark, abandoned area, and he got into the car and i did too but i immediately leaned over and unzipped his pants and took his cock in my mouth, and he was very appreciative, and then we had to drive to make it to the movie on time …

but hypothetically what if there was no movie, and after a few minutes of me giving head, he dragged me out of the car, and had me bend over, hands on the car, bend right over until my short skirt (and it was VERY short) rode right up, and in fantasy land my cunt was covered only by the flimsiest of crotchless panties, and he ordered me to spread my legs very far apart so i felt the cold air on my pussy lips, and he had me finger myself, and then he told me to strip, and when i complain, i get a hard, stinging smack on my ass, so in the cold night air i reluctantly take my clothing off, slowly, one piece at a very slow time, but he waits it out, and i’m finally just in stockings and high heeled shoes, and he comes over and embraces me, running his hands over my breasts, my ass, between my legs, between my pussy lips, over and over my naked shivering skin, and i’m totally swooning as he picks me up and lowers me onto his cock, leans me against the cold car door, and begins fucking me carefully, deeply, and i’m shivering and leaning into him for the warmth and …

Fantasy time

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What I’m currently daydreaming about, something like this:

i’m the entertainment at a party, i’m lying on my back on a big large tall table, my arms outstretched and tied down, and my knees bent and spread so my pussy is extremely exposed, and the party comprises a lot of men and their slave girls, who are busy in the corners doing various depraved things. I’m blindfolded, so I have no warning when a man decides to come and entertain himself at my expense. And which they do frequently. they are allowed to do anything they want to me, and i’m fighting alternating waves of embarrassment and intense pleasure as they use me for their entertainment.

another party scene, where i’m dressed in a low-cut balconette bra, a garter belt, stockings, and stiletto heels, and i’m crawling on all fours, being led around by my Master on a leash. he joins some other men, sitting down in an armchair, and i’m put to work sucking his cock, face buried in his lap and his hand firmly placed on the back of my head. while i’m doing my job, someone comes up behind me, and with a silent nod from my Master, he begins fingering my pussy and ass, and my Master begins thrusting up and deep into my mouth, a signal to me that i’m not to disobey even though i’ve been taken by surprise, and as i struggle to take his cock right down my throat, the man behind me begins fucking my pussy, and i’m see-sawing between the two of them, and i can hear them over the top of me talking about how well-trained i am, and how tight my pussy is, and i’m burning with shame and my pussy is getting so wet, and the other man points this out approvingly, and they begin ramming into me at exactly the same time, and i can’t help how my pleasure is rising and i can feel my legs trembling, and the man behind me is holding me tightly and pulling me onto his cock, and my Master is pumping his cock far down my throat and leaving me choking, and my Master’s cum shoots down my throat and he holds me there until i swallow it all, and the man behind me cums too …

and my Master leads me over to the wall where there are mattresses and posts to chain tired slaves to, and he helps me clean up and then he locks my leash to a post, lays me on a mattress, and hangs a sign above it that says “fuck my ass please”, and as he goes to get a drink, another man comes over to inspect me …

perhaps this man doesn’t waste time with niceties, maybe he just pushes my face down onto the mattress, hoists my ass up so i’m on my knees, and then pushes his cock into my asshole, maybe he says something mean yet horribly arousing like “your Master sent me over to see you, he says your other holes are wet but this one is so dry that you’re going to feel every inch of me fucking you, and he says if we’re lucky you’ll scream”, and even as he starts ramming into me, and it is a large cock and it is hurting me, i’m more moaning than screaming as i feel myself getting turned on by being used like a whore, and he can tell how much i like it, and he begins fucking me so fast i’m being bounced on the mattress, and he’s groaning and pushing into me and going so deep inside me and i’m squealing and he’s fucking me and i hear my Master’s voice right next to us saying approvingly “well my little girl is really enjoying this, who’d have thought she’d be such a slut in public”, and the man pulls out and cums all over me, and my Master says “no, don’t move little girl, i need a photo of this”, and someone pulls my hair so that i’m gasping for air and looking at Master as he takes a photo of me, my face covered in sweat and tears, my body covered in cum, my breasts hanging out of my bra, and my thighs sticky with cum …

oh dear, looks like taking some months off have just turned my fantasies horribly inappropriate. anyone else feeling their cunt ache just thinking about it?

propositioning in a very subtle way

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husband returned home last night at 1:30am. i was totally asleep. he crept into bed for some quick hugs and kisses good night with me. he discovered the butt plug on his pillow. what quickly eventuated was him making various sounds of surprise and delight before promptly rolling me onto my stomach, spreading my ass cheeks wide, sliding that plug deep into me, and then pinning my wrists to the bed while sliding his cock deep into my cunt. his weight pressing into me, my fogged up still half asleep brain, his cock thrusting over and over again into my cunt which was still wet from that evening’s fantasies while waiting for him … he noticed how wet i was, and correctly suspected that i was totally begging for this kind of treatment, he hoisted me up onto all fours, rammed into me hard and fast like he was paying by the minute, and then, in a crazy sexy hot move that won’t make sense unless you are me, he ripped my arms out from under me, forced my face into the pillow, held me there with a hand on the back of my head, gripped my hips with the other hand, and fucked me brutally – such a nice word, and in this case, so fucking appropriate. if i tried to jerk away, he’d slide out just enough to be able to really ram back in and make me yelp with pain. if i tried to position myself better to find the right angle, he’d plough in so deep that i would just scream into the pillow and give up on finding any improvement in sensation. he pulled my nipples down into the mattress, forcing me lower and lower, and then he pounded down and into me from an even meaner angle. i was gasping and headspaced out and just totally insane from this, loving what he was doing but feeling so out of control. he finally – FINALLY – pulled out, and as i rolled over into a foetal position and took deep wracking breaths to try and recover, he dragged me back into position, pulled out the butt plug, and placed the head of his cock right at my asshole. held my arms behind my back, and slowly, very slowly, very calmly, he pushed into me, and i just collapsed into it, i think i was leaking tears and just beyond all of this.

at that point he pulled out. praised me to heaven and back – for not fighting him as he prepared to fuck my ass as i lay there exhausted and in pain – for asking to be used in the first place – for making myself wet for him – for obeying so perfectly and being so wonderful, i think were his exact words 🙂

he held me, and stroked me, and patted me, and lulled me back to sleep.

…

day #2 starts in 1 hour when we turn off game of thrones and i push my cunt lips onto his cock head and ask him to please fuck his slave girl …

Meanwhile …

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The fantasies I have been entertaining recently are nowhere near as articulate and well-read.

They involve his hands on my mouth, my breasts, between my legs, his voice murmuring evil things in my ears, his body controlling mine and effortlessly turning me to a wobbly-legged light-headed creature just begging to be tortured and tormented by him.

To be precise they also involve a butt plug, an under-bust corset, impossibly high heels, our car parked in a secluded spot, me bent over the hood, him fingering my cunt roughly, too many fingers right from the start, forcing me open, my nipples hardening under my thin top in the cold wind, him hiking up my short skirt just enough to push in the plug, through my crotchless panties, and then quickly following that with his cock deep into my cunt, ploughing into me while i am bent over, uncomfortable, cold, shivering, then on the ground on all fours, my breasts hanging down and him fucking me hard and fast to cum quickly, leaving me gasping …

… and then back in the car, the plug still in, and him handing me a birthday present – i open it up, and find a brand new vibrator inside, and i’m to fuck myself with it while he drives us home, he wants to see it disappearing into my cunt, and once he’s decided i’ve had enough, he pulls out the plug, and tells me to fuck my ass with the vibe, and as i struggle to do so, he pulls into the driveway at home, and i’ve only gotten 1 or 2 inches inside me, he pulls it out, brings me inside, and begins the whole night again, in bed, and starts off by replacing the vibe with his cock …

(btw i am impatiently awaiting his return from a night out. endlessly fantasising to myself and waiting for him to return home!)