Begging for it

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bdsm, chastity belt, female chastity, fucking, master/slave, obedient sex slave, pain

Begging for pain. My cunt has been really sore,  so we’ve taken a small break, but are both dying to get back into it. So tonight I suggest we play with the butt plug and chastity belt. That’s where we start, at least. 
Then he unbuckles me, flips me onto my stomach, hoists my ass up, and starts guiding his cock in. It takes time, but slowly we get there. Then he can sense I’m in pain, so he pulls out, tells me it’s ok, we are stopping now. Snuggles and spoons me. Then wraps his arm tight around my throat. Pushes his cock back in. And just rests there. I am in pain. And he knows it. Relax, he says. Relax. I am resentful, but force myself to relax because, my logic goes, this will show him I am obedient and he will do nice things to me. I relax. My cunt stops hurting. He says, he will fall asleep in this position.
I hesitate but finally blurt out, can you please fuck me a bit more, Master. He is no fool. You want to feel used, don’t you, he asks as he wrenches my head back with a grip in my hair and begins fucking me fast and deep. Yes, I squeal, yes please use me Master.
He fucks me crazy hard, my cunt is sopping wet and I am pushing back into him, and he fucks me like a whore, and oh my god my cunt feels better now that I’ve been treated like a fuckslut so it just goes to show that when I’m obedient, and used, and owned, and taken to the point of pain, that’s when i am the best
possible cunt I could be.

Meanwhile on the submissive sex front …

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anal plug, bdsm, chastity belt, female chastity, fucking, headspace, husband/wife, master/slave, oral sex, rough sex

I had wanted to tell you all about these crazy hot scenes from a week ago. They have partially faded from my memory, but here’s what I wanted to share:

It had been about 10 days since our last play so I was getting a bit tense about playing again – what if my body had seized up, what if mentally I couldn’t hack it? He started tying me up, hood, posture collar, the whole shebang, and I started freaking out. So I told him as much. And he respected that, told me it wouldn’t get too heavy that I wouldn’t be able to handle it. And then he proceeded to go down on me, which turns me into a ravenous sex beast any time, and he told me afterwards he had actually not decided whether or not to fuck me, but he saw how wet I got, so then he got me into position …

On all fours, head pressed down into the pillow, and then he went for it. And you know what, I was a bit tense, I found it difficult, and I rode through it anyway, because I was crazy wet, I knew my body was turned on (after all it had been 10 days waiting to get fucked again!) and I told my mind to just chill the fuck out, and let it go, because this is the kind of sex I do love, even if I get stressed from having a long break. So I enjoyed the sex. And then I enjoyed getting fucked. And I enjoyed being treated like a plaything. Like an object. And I enjoyed the anal hook in my ass being used as a handle to drag me around. And I enjoyed the cock being forced into the mouth-hole in the hood and choking my face. And I enjoyed him saying to me “brace yourself, I’m going to go really hard and deep for the next minute, and you’re going to take it.” And I didn’t enjoy the pain I felt. And I loved being put in that headspace. And I hated it when he finally pulled out. And I loved it when he brought out two plugs, and the chastity belt, and locked me up for the next hour, letting me drift in and out of sleep and holding me tight.

It’s a progressive thing, you know? It’s hard to jump right back into it. 10 days is a long time. But having a Master who knows what he’s doing, and who I can trust with my life, means I know the journey is always going to be worth it.

day 5 anal training

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anal, anal sex, anal training, butt plug, chastity belt, female chastity, husband/wife, master/slave, training

well i’m just an anal slut really aren’t i. last night we went to bed and this time he got out a large butt plug, and i didn’t cry, i didn’t even wait for him to tell me, i just presented my ass to him, and when he fucked me with that plug i gritted my teeth and didn’t whimper, and then he eased his cock into me and i pushed back on him immediately to get it all inside me, and he didn’t go slow or easy on me he pushed me right down onto the mattress and rammed so hard into me i screamed into the pillow and then he fucked me so hard and deep in my ass i was so full up i was going to choke and he fucked and fucked me for a long time and when he pulled out he threw me onto my back and came all over my breasts and my face and holy fuck that was hot.

a quick shower, and we got back in bed and he told me how pleased he was. that i was now very, VERY well trained for anal with him. and that he now felt confident i would be a perfect anal slut for him. and he pushed that plug back into me really really hard and fast, and i did make a little whimper because it did hurt, and he told me he even loved that about me, and that i was still his anal slave, and he was very happy. the chastity belt went on.

looking for a good chastity belt

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chastity, chastity belt, female chastity

right now, we have a belt like this:

and it is a piece of crap, obviously. it cost about $20, and it’s nothing special. master fastens it extra tight until it’s cutting in everywhere, which i should complain about but really is there a better sensation than feeling my cunt being locked away so it’s only to be used when my master wants to fuck his whore, and feeling pain all over me to remind me of that?

okay maybe a better sensation is being fucked in the ass while he muffles my scream with a pillow.

anyway.

the point is, it’s not a good chastity belt. i’ve fallen in love with products i’ve seen online, like:

i’ve spent quality time at the chastity forums, reading up about expensive products from manufacturers like tollyboy.

but really, everything costs so much, and i’m worried about buying something that ultimately i’ll break to smithereens while i’m trying to make it fit me and not slice my little cunt lips off!

does anyone have any advice on what to buy and where?

How to control your wife in three easy steps

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Step 1. Find her in a random room of the house doing some random chore, and make her strip naked. PS bonus points if it’s winter. Absentmindedly stroke her naked body as she reveals it, thrust a finger into her cunt for a brief moment and then walk away, with a casual “don’t move or I cane your cunt, girl”.

Step 2. Come back to find her a shivering mess with downcast eyes. Command her to “present to me, and spread your cheeks apart.” Nudge her knees further apart with the toe of your shoe. Drip copious lube all over her holes. Walk away, now with a “stay, girl”.

Step 3. Come back to find her fingers trembling and her teeth chattering. Plug her cunt with the large dildo. Plug her ass with the small butt plug. Strap on her chastity belt. Cuff her ankles together. Cuff her wrists together behind her back. Chain them together and clip that chain to the chastity belt. Put the gimp hood on with the penis gag. Carry her into your bedroom, put her under the covers, and spoon her, playing with her nipples and biting her gently, while you whisper evil things into her ear.

I was paying bills in the study, when this started. I was sopping wet and eager to wrap my lips around his cock once he took that gimp hood off.

shopping trip

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anal sex, anal training, bdsm, bdsm toys, butt plug, chastity belt, female chastity, inflatable butt plug, master/slave, penis gag, sex toys

so we finally placed the order on new toys. we already have our favourite toys – anal hooks, leather gimp hoods, restraints, sleeves, mittens, a plain leather chastity belt, a small and a way large butt plug … and we needed more.

so we bought

http://www.dhgate.com/product/lowest-price-hot-sell-2013-wild-11-4-5cm/153764943.html An inflatable plug. We used one like this in my cunt, to stretch me wide for him. We’ve lost it, and I can’t wait to get this back inside me. The plan is to use it overnight as part of my training.

http://www.dhgate.com/product/anal-plug-silicone-anal-balls-anal-beads/174602188.html A combined vaginal, anal and clitoral toy. This is one I begged to buy, and he’s told me I’ll only get it if I’m very good. Believe me, I’ll be good.

http://www.dhgate.com/product/silicone-glans-gag-open-mouth-bondage-passion/173976212.html A penis gag, because it turns me on so much to feel cocks in all my holes – even if they’re just silicone. I hope one day he decides to whore me out and this can be replaced by some other man’s cock while my master is raping my ass.

http://www.dhgate.com/product/7-designs-glass-glasses-butt-plug-anal-jewelry/142565219.html A glass butt plug (size D), short and very wide. I am only 5 foot tall, and 90 pounds. I’m tiny, and this is going to tear me wide open. It’s glass, so it’ll be pretty hygienic – will work well overnight, once I’m trained to take it.

http://www.dhgate.com/product/stainless-steel-ball-female-chastity-devices/152183112.html MY NEW CHASTITY BELT!!! For overnight plugging of holes, because I’ve been begging for something like this for so long. Part of training too.

The training I keep referring to – Master has a 9″ cock, and I am a 00 size in petite clothing. I can take him in my cunt, but my ass is still too small. He is determined to start ass-raping me whenever he wants, so he’s training my ass to take more and more. Last night he fucked it with about 2″ of his cock, and I was crying for a lot of that. And wet at the same time of course. Because I’m his fucking slut and I love his cock. But I was crying. And he didn’t stop.

… lots of tears. lots of ploughing my ass. and he woke me up at 2:30am to do this to me.

… getting wet just typing.