Mmmmmmm

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We hadn’t done much anal play for a while – long enough for me to tighten up back there quite a bit I guess! We started fucking Friday night, him spooning me and holding me tight, me gasping at just how deep he was going, and as I eased into it, and felt that rhythm get into me and lead me deeper mentally, into that submission where I know that he is in total control so I get to just relax … so then he reaches over to his bedside table and picks up the butt plug, pulls out of me and pushes the plug slowly and painfully into my ass, just that sensation of the first stretching in a while, and he pinned my wrists and held me close to stop me wriggling.

I assumed that this was a sign that the sex was finished and I would have to sleep with the plug in, so once it was in, I relaxed a bit, which was probably very lucky because I felt his cock pressing into my cunt again, and I started whimpering “no no no” and he told me quite calmly “yes slut, you’re going to take my cock as well” and he started fucking me and I really struggled with it, he had his hand over my mouth and I was still moaning and he whispered in my ear “this feels really good for me, and that’s why I’m doing it. Your job is to lie there and take it.”

And so I did, I felt myself relax instinctively, and my body sagged, and he rammed into me and I was so full, his fingers in my mouth holding it open, his cock in my cunt so deep my stomach muscles hurt, the plug reminding me I’m just a slut to be positioned where he wants me, and it was AMAZING. YUM YUM YUM YUM. I was getting high as a kite, just deliriously aching and loving knowing how he was treating me like a toy to abuse and use.

Then he pulled out, and pulled out the plug, and I was gasping as I do when I suddenly feel so empty … and he bent me over a bit differently, and I could feel the head of his cock pushing against my ass which still felt impossibly tight and small and I began struggling, back to saying “no no no” and he pushed me over onto my stomach, “face down” so I pressed my face into my pillow, he held me there, “spread your legs” and I did, and then he pushed in, “give up slut, this is happening”, and again I just collapsed and he pushed right in, and I tried to keep my ass relaxed, and then he started fucking me, and I felt so small, so helpless, so much used and taken advantage of, just a collection of holes …

Just to be clear, this was beautiful. It makes me so relieved every time he takes utter control of my body and mind and treats me like a whore who is unable to refuse him. I love knowing that ultimately, I am his fucktoy, not his equal, I am his and he is quite content to fuck me in a degrading and painful way, whenever he wants.

*swoon*

A typical rough fuck and humiliation

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We spoon, we cuddle, he starts touching my cunt … pushing between my lips with one finger, then two, enough to feel how wet I have become in the last 60 seconds, “you little slut” he whispers in my ear, and he immediately forces his cock into me, it’s pushing into my cunt, stretching me open, it’s been a week or so since we last fucked, I start whimpering and his hand is over my mouth and nose, restricting airflow, and he rams right up into me from behind, we’re still spooning but it’s not sweet and cuddly now, he’s stopping me breathing and ramming fast and hard into my sore cunt, thrusting and pounding into me, letting me breathe every now and then, gasps of air then his hand over my mouth again. He keeps up a steady stream of whispers in my ear. “You little slut, you just wanted cock, I don’t want to hear any complaints, you’re here for me to fuck, you like it when I do this to you, shut up and take it” …

I’m desperately trying to move my body to meet his rhythm, but it’s tearing me open and I’m also trying to get away, and he has an iron arm wrapped around me, holding me in place so easily no matter how hard I try to break free, though I’m not trying that hard, because I’m mentally down there in that place, I’m letting myself be used, loving being totally at his mercy, under his control.

“On your stomach.” I hastily flip over, and he pulls my hips up just enough, taps the back of my head to remind me to clasp my hands behind my head, and then he’s got a hand on the back of my neck, he’s pinning me and positioning me, and he pushes back into me, and it hurts doubly much this time going back in and I start whimpering again, and I hear “what are you, tell me what you are” and I manage to choke out “I’m a slut, I’m a cunt”, “whose cunt are you?” “Yours Master, your cunt!”

He fucks me like crazy, then he pushes a finger into my ass, and he’s ploughing both holes so fast and so cruelly, I’m in agony and he’s directing me again, “tell me what I’m doing to you”, and I gasp and finally say “you’re fucking my cunt, Master, with your cock, and you’re pushing your finger into my ass” and I feel myself blushing, and he says “why am I doing it?” and he’s fucking me SO. FUCKING. HARD. and I say “BECAUSE I’M YOUR CUNT, MASTER.”

And he cums in me, and I’m sobbing. He kisses me on the back of my head, releases my hands, strokes my back.

Then he pushes in a butt plug. Lets me clean up. And buckles on the chastity belt for the first time in months. I curl up into a little sobbing ball of slave wife. And again, he’s talking to me. “This is where you belong. This is how I love you to be. And I own you, you know that.”

He talks me down til I can fall asleep. I fall asleep as slave wife.

This is what he’s entitled to. This is what I deserve.

it got a little rough.

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well it got plenty rough. it started with cuddles on the couch watching tv. then touching and rubbing. then my head forced down to his cock, to take his cock down my throat and nestle with my face pressed against him. it was all lovey dovey and fun giggly play and just adorable. and then he took me to the bedroom – him walking, me crawling, and then i stripped off, and then he got a reasonably sized dildo, the kind that would be a little small for a cunt, but too big for an ass. and he had me on the bed, my face pressed into the mattress, my fingers interlaced on the back of my head, my knees spread wide, my ass high in the air, and he pushed that dildo slowly, slowly, forcing it into my ass, bit by bit, and i groaned and wiggled and tried to relax and it became a bit much, even with the lube, and i started moaning quite loudly. and then he started fucking me with it, rhythmic even thrusts, too much to really handle but not enough to drive me mad. and then on an outstroke, he pushed his cock into my cunt, and forced the dildo back in at the same time, and all the just-too-much sensations were now fucking too much in the extreme, and he experimented with pulling both out and then ramming both back, and then with one and then the other, alternating.

and by now i was determined that this was too much, my brain was caught in a loop of too-much-too-much and i tried to move, tried to somehow get away to breathe, to stop for a moment, and he said – don’t you fucking dare try to stop me, these are my holes and i’m going to make you feel pain tonight – and i start freaking out and really trying to move, and he rams the dildo right in, really deep, really hard, and i fucking collapse and i’m crying, and he feels the collapse, and says – you can fight if you want, it won’t help, this isn’t about you, this is about what i want. and i’m crying. and he rams the dildo home, and begins fucking my cunt in earnest, really going at me, really fast and hard which is what i like to be honest but it’s killing me, the pressure with the dildo at the same time, and he’s rubbing my clit and then he’s pinching it between his fingernails, and i’m screaming hoarse, and he’s pushing on the dildo, and pushing his cock into me, and i’m lying there limp, he’s got to hold me in the position he wants, and he’s fucking me like crazy, and i’m crying and crying. and he finally pulls out the dildo – you know that feeling when it’s taken out too fast and it’s almost as bad as it being in there – and i’m gasping for air and he pulls out his cock too, and rams it into my ass, and he’s fucking and fucking and i’ve been stretched so far open with that dildo that he’s using my ass so easily, and saying things like – that’s right, this is what you are, a collection of holes for me to use – and finally he pulls out and cums and it lands all over my ass, my cunt, dripping down my thighs, and he says – don’t move, just enjoy it. and he strokes my hair over and over.

i do hate him at that moment. how can you not. i was in a lot of pain. and i felt that warm glow of knowing what had just happened to me, and how wonderful it is that i get to experience this, and to be this person. and i feel so little, i feel ‘put down there’, mentally humbled, and emotionally at turmoil, and after he cleans me up, i huddle against his body, unable to slow down my breathing for hours, and he strokes me proprietorially, grasping and stroking and twisting and pinching, and i just never want it to end, i want to be used and to be controlled and to be utterly at his mercy and to be in pain and to be abused and to be hurt and to be fucked and to be owned.

anal training again

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i call it training because anal sex has been quite haphazard recently. sometimes a plug, sometimes a finger, sometimes a full-on reaming of my ass with his cock, the kind that left me in a huge sobbing jag at the end of it. then the next night, nothing. very unpredictable. perhaps that was what he was going for? anyway.

the last 3 nights, after i begged for anal, well, now he’s decided i need to be brought in line again. he loves me begging for things, but i think he wants to control my desires more strictly – like, i’m the slave, i shouldn’t be begging for something and receiving it, so easily. there should be little left that i want, because i should be being used so thoroughly and frequently.

so rather than let it happen naturally, anal sex is now being forced upon me quite precisely and unavoidably. every night for the last 3 nights he comes to bed and puts the butt plug in me, just a little jeweled one, but enough. then after about half an hour of intense touching and sometimes fucking my cunt and/or mouth, he pulls the plug out, and fucks me in that very “i’m teaching you a lesson” way. the kind where he is rhythmic in his thrusts, and keeps to his own pace rather than letting my gasps of pain influence him. then he’ll pull out, perhaps cumming first or cumming on my body somewhere. or not at all. just enough to prove my role to serve him anally and be hurt if necessary. then the butt plug goes back in, the chastity belt goes on, and i go to sleep.

that’s the anal training, and i know it sounds very simple. but anyone who’s been through this also knows it’s quite painful, and very effective. because rough, demanding, anal sex doesn’t just leave a quiet twinge the next day – it leaves a sore, aching hole. and then that night, when that rough, demanding, anal sex happens again? it causes tears and lots of agony and frequently fruitless attempts to “just relax, babygirl”. and then the next morning he fucks me in the kitchen so hard i’m crying and it’s just to prove he can and i love it but holy fuck. and then that very same night, when it’s now very rough, very cruel, very forced, simply because it hurts so bad and i beg for it to stop and he keeps on going and i am crying and i love being in this slave space but it really really hurts – and then he pulls out and i moan and he puts in the butt plug and buckles on the chastity belt and i am still crying and then it takes a long time for him to soothe me and bring me back to earth and remind me of his love for me and how the wetness of my cunt (because goddamn my fucking whorish nature that cunt of mine always gets wet when my ass is being brutally used like that) proves that i actually do enjoy it and recognise it is right for me …

that third night, it’s pretty insane, and that kind of training is just fucking intense.

he won’t tell me when it’s going to end. just take it as a given, dear reader, that for the foreseeable future, every night i will be being fucked in the ass and then plugged for the night with the chastity belt locked on.

(the part where i’m not fucking terrified of the rest of the week, is the fact that i already can feel my ass loosening back up, and i’ve already started to look forward to bedtime. what the fuck is wrong with me … this is why i need my husband to control me, because otherwise i would be paralysed by embarrassment, self-hatred and lust.)

How to control your wife in three easy steps

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Step 1. Find her in a random room of the house doing some random chore, and make her strip naked. PS bonus points if it’s winter. Absentmindedly stroke her naked body as she reveals it, thrust a finger into her cunt for a brief moment and then walk away, with a casual “don’t move or I cane your cunt, girl”.

Step 2. Come back to find her a shivering mess with downcast eyes. Command her to “present to me, and spread your cheeks apart.” Nudge her knees further apart with the toe of your shoe. Drip copious lube all over her holes. Walk away, now with a “stay, girl”.

Step 3. Come back to find her fingers trembling and her teeth chattering. Plug her cunt with the large dildo. Plug her ass with the small butt plug. Strap on her chastity belt. Cuff her ankles together. Cuff her wrists together behind her back. Chain them together and clip that chain to the chastity belt. Put the gimp hood on with the penis gag. Carry her into your bedroom, put her under the covers, and spoon her, playing with her nipples and biting her gently, while you whisper evil things into her ear.

I was paying bills in the study, when this started. I was sopping wet and eager to wrap my lips around his cock once he took that gimp hood off.

Woken up nicely, fucked like a cunt

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I had gone to sleep at 11pm, he arrived in bed at 12am, and I woke slowly to him stroking and tickling my body. Light feathery touches on my pubic mound, gentle twists of my nipples, light kisses on my neck. Once he deemed me sufficiently awake, it all stopped, and I was still slowly gasping my way towards consciousness as he flipped me onto my stomach, held my wrists behind my back with one hand, firmly pushed my face into the pillow with the other, and forced his cock into my cunt in one fast thrust.

You can feel sorry for me if you like, but my cunt was embarrassingly wet, and I admit that I was wriggling my ass up to try and get more of him inside me. He fucked me in a calm and thorough way – you know, when you realise that he isn’t really paying attention to what you want, he’s just doing this in his rhythm, and you may as well give up and enjoy what he’s giving you? So I did. Resigned myself to calm thorough methodical fucking, concentrated on breathing, and enjoyed the sensation of him ramming into my very slick pussy.

Then enjoyed the very rapidly changing sensation as I felt my ass stretched open at the same time, the little hole aching as he pushed something quite large into it. I think it was a medium vibrator? And he started fucking me with that too, and now I was just trying to hang on as the two hard forces pushed and pressed inside me, filling me and stretching me, and pinning and tearing and ripping. And now I was wriggling more in a panicked, frantic way, and he realised that, and pushed my face further into the pillow, and started synchronising in some new way that meant I was empty, then I was screaming, then I was empty, then crying, then empty, then he fucked me so hard with his cock, pounding into me while the vibrator went a bit unattended, just pressed deep into my ass, and he pounded into me so fucking hard I was crying into that pillow, and then he came.

He slowly eased himself out of me, and the dildo next, and cleaned me up, and kissed me, and praised me, and stroked my cunt over and over again until I felt pure pleasure, and begged him for more, which he wouldn’t do because apparently I need my sleep.

Oh, the irony.

His whore

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calling me a whore in bed is part of the experience, knowing i am as wide open, wet and unable to refuse as a whore for sale is part of how i can’t get away from underneath him, knowing i’ve essentially signed a contract and he owns my body, my holes, this cunt of a gaping aching need to be treated like the slut i am … this is part of the deal. this is part of how he’s reprogramming my mind to be incapable to refuse

i’m woken at midnight by arms wrapped around me, pinning me while his cock pushes its way into my tight, dry hole, and i can’t think of anything but this moment, and the idea of begging for mercy never crosses my mind. can it be rape if it’s my husband and if i don’t think to refuse. if i think of it as rape, and i know that i feel i deserve it, it pushes me even further into the headspace. so let’s call it rape.

after the rape it’s the ass plug, forcing its way in and out of my ass so fast that i feel things tear and ache. and i don’t say no. why would i. then its his cock again, in my cunt again, and it’s DP, and it’s deep and hard, and i am screaming into his hand, but i don’t safeword, i don’t say no

so i’m his whore, he bought me, my holes and my wetness, my dry fear and my mouth, ass and cunt, he bought me and he can use me, and it may as well be rape, but i don’t want it to stop, but i should be saying no

Fucked three times today

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In a cunt so raw and red that normally I couldn’t even take one thrust. Now I’m taking him to the hilt, I’m so wet the second he grabs me. He tweaks my nipple, squeezing it until I want to collapse, and in that moment mentally I have collapsed – I’m totally gone, totally lost, just waiting for instructions. I want him to direct me, to instruct me, to control and dominate me so thoroughly in every aspect of my sexual body. So he tweaks my nipple casually in the kitchen while I’m fixing lunch, then he’s leading me, me on all fours crawling down the hallway, then I’m on my hands and knees on the bed, my pants on the ground, no foreplay, just his rock hard cock spearing me over and over again. He ties my legs so they stretch over my head, and my cunt is spread open for his viewing. He tells me to put my finger in my ass so he can feel it while he’s fucking me. He puts the dental dam in and facefucks me after pulling out. He bends me over in the shower and shoves as many fingers as possible inside me. Even when we’re supposed to be slowing down and relaxing after he’s fucked me til I can’t walk, he’s pushing me harder and faster, because all he needs to do is tweak one nipple, and I can’t say no. I don’t want to say no. I just want him pushing my face into the mattress and his cock into my cunt. He’s going to take my ass next – which I’ve never done. And I know it’s going to be agony. And I want him to do it, and I want it to hurt.

I want him to hurt me. I want to be spread open for him to hurt whenever he wants.