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Assessing the new slave girl – fantasy

11 Wednesday Oct 2017

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… when it’s time for my assessment, my master hogties me, blindfolds me, and loads me into his pickup truck. i’m in the backseat with master’s best friend, joe, he’s pulled me over his lap and gripped me in place with his fingers pushing right onto my holes, but not into. joe is frustrated, i can tell, he’s not allowed to have his cock down my throat like usual on a car ride, so he’s punishing me by pinching my nipples until i want to cry. at which point i say “thank you master joe for hurting me” because that’s all i’m allowed to do. he laughs, pinches harder, and pushes my face into his groin, i can feel his heat through his jeans.

we arrive and i’m untied by joe, he pulls me out by my leash and i trip out of the cab, it’s hard to stay on all fours at all times. he passes me over to master. “the whore can’t wait to get in there.” master gives a short laugh in response. he tugs on my leash and i scramble onto all fours as we enter the hotel. other slaves are there in the lobby, i don’t have a chance to look at them as i’m dragged fast as can be into a room down the end of the hall. there’s an extremely large bed on one wall, and lots of armchairs and couches at the other. there are men everywhere, i think about 7, sitting and watching our arrival. they’re wearing jeans, tshirts, they look relaxed, then master’s foot is on my neck, crushing my face to the ground, i quickly lace my fingers on top of my head, feel the soft carpet on my cheek, stare at the ground. i know my place.

the men all greet my master, there are no names, of course, just lots of handshaking, they clearly know each other, some in-jokes, some laughter. “this is today’s, you’ve been busy the last few months, we’re fascinated to see.” “put her up on the bed, let’s get into it.” “we’re here all week but this is the one we’ve waited for. you always have the best.” “he does great work, no denying it.” i know they’re talking about me, and when master says “you won’t be disappointed, she’s very obedient” i feel that thrill of approval, which comes right with a sharp jolt of humiliation, and then i feel my cunt get wet automatically, it knows that i’ll get even more approval if i’m obedient, and i try to stop thinking and just be good.

the men gather around and drag me up onto the bed, on my back. they all want to be involved, they’re holding my ankles, wrists, a fistful of hair, one is laughing as he grabs my breast and drags me by it, everything hurts because i can’t actually move myself, they’re moving me like i’m a side of meat, heave-ho, up she goes. i’m on my back and the men are moving around me, lots of zipper sounds as pants are hitting the floor, shirts are off, they’ve got each limb pinned to the mattress, they’re staring at me, i don’t know where to look.

“what i love about his girls is that they don’t fight. but then is that always the best, i’m not sure.” “the thing is they don’t think to fight. it’s beaten out of them. you’re rough with them, aren’t you.” “i’ve got to be rough. i don’t have time to win their trust with bloody cupcakes and teddy bears.” laughter and back-slapping. “you know if you want real ageplay, though, you’ve got to push them into that role. they get so confused, they know they have to love daddy’s cock if they want another doll.” “you’re right, i’ve got to come over for a visit again. i miss having a little girl beg daddy to show her his penis and make her a big girl finally.” “laugh all you want, there’s a market.” “no doubt.” “anyway you break them hard, don’t you.” “i break them, i bought them, then they have to pay.” more laughter.

“gentlemen, enough, let’s start with the assessment.” they settle down, and there’s some movement. master walks off and i think he sits down in an armchair. the men gather in tight around me, they’re getting on the bed and murmuring between themselves. they pull my knees right up and apart so my pussy is spread wide open. “speculum?” “no, tight first. inspect after.” “yeah, sure.” one man, he’s older even than master, big belly, tall, he’s going to crush me, he gets between my legs, and speaks directly to me. “look at me, girl. why are you here?”

“i’m here for my assessment sir.” he sighs. “well obviously.” out of nowhere he slaps my pussy so hard i scream. “why are YOU being ASSESSED?” i’m gasping. “because i’m a girl and i have to go to a new master. to fuck me. because i’m here to be fucked. and the council decides who my master will be. to fuck me.”

he chuckles. “she’s excited about being fucked, isn’t she.” he addresses his next question to master. “what’s her schedule been like recently?” “lots of arousal, very very little completion. i keep her dilated, in pain, lots of excellent viewing material to keep her awake, and joe, you know him, natural born sadist.”

“see gentlemen, this is what i’m talking about. he knows his trade.” the big man shifts his focus back to me. “so let’s get her done. let’s get you done, little girl. you want to be fucked?” “i … i … have to be fucked. i’m a girl. i’m here for fucking.” i feel like an idiot. this has been my life for so long now. i don’t know why he’s asking so much. i’m scared but i know i’m here for cocks to use me, i’m so many holes just waiting to be fucked. i’ve seen it on tv a million times. master with so many girls, his cock filling them up, they can’t even speak, joe’s fucking them too, they’re being fucked, i need to be fucked – i blurt this last bit out, “i need to be fucked, fuck me, fuck me”.

the men laugh as if i’ve made the funniest joke in the world. i start crying, i don’t know what to do, i can’t handle being laughed at, i need a cock in me. “please, fuck me, fuck me, i want to be good…?”

the big man shushes the others. “gentlemen. come on.” he pivots and pushes the head of his cock just in between my pussy lips. he looks at me, grips my face, looks deep in my eyes, i’m still crying, and i’m thrusting up to get more cock in me, “fuck me please fuck me please fuck me fuck my cunt my cunt fuck my cunt” and he drives deep into me and i arch my back to meet him and he rams deeper and deeper and i’m finally being fucked and the men crowd in even more and there’s a cock forced into my mouth and finally i’m being the girl i’m supposed to be and i’m being fucked by two men and the other men are grabbing at my body, there are cocks moving in and out of my mouth, forced into my hands, the big man is pushing so deep into me i feel like screaming and then he pulls out and i’m moaning around the cock in my mouth, and he pulls my legs up and over my head and i’m uncomfortable and he shifts position and i feel his cock pushing into my ass and i can’t help it i need it i need it and it goes deep into me and now it hurts it hurts so so much and i know master told me it would hurt but it hurts and he pushes so deep and he won’t stop and i want to cry but a new cock is plunging into my mouth, and then he starts fucking my ass, and fucking it, and deep, and i feel something on my pussy, it’s hot and cold and it hurts but it’s good and i am arching again i want it i want him in me and the men are talking and yelling and laughing and then my mouth is full of cum and more cum is hitting my face, and i feel the big man’s cock pump cum inside me, deep inside, and more cum is landing on my body, and then they’re pulling away from me, and i’m lying there crying, they’ve still got my ankles and wrists so i can’t move.

“absolutely fucking brilliant.” “she is impeccable.” “great training.” “she wants it and she doesn’t know why.” “that’s training, that is. that’s instinct now.”

the big man has gone to talk to master. they’ve lowered their voices. the men around me continue talking. “she’s a giver, she is. there’s no hesitation.” “that’s the thing, she would be on you at all hours.” “well you don’t have to give it to her. that’s why i keep, you know, uncles, around.” “that’s why i keep them in the stockade half the time.” “i still think some fight would be nice.” “we know what you like though. all fight.” “the thing is, would she be loyal.” “well how the fuck would she sleep around.” “true.” “i’d make her. there’s no point keeping girls to myself.” “yes but your girls spend most their nights bent over the bar. do they even know you exist.” “so funny. so funny but you’re lining up behind them all the time.” “what can i say, your girls are good. how do you keep them so tight, anyway?”

i’m covered in cum and still gasping for breath. did i pass my assessment? i just want to curl up and sleep.

“gentlemen, speculum.” they shift around and prop my legs up again. i recognise that feeling, every day my training, i instinctively look for the movie to begin, but of course i’m not in my crate right now. it goes in my pussy, and cranks open. and further open. i practise my breathing to let it open all the way. finally it reaches that point. i feel my pussy clench instinctively, so i relax it, consciously, carefully. the big man is inspecting me carefully, his head is between my legs and he’s playing inside me with his fingers, now he’s licking my little button, Master calls it my bad girl button, and i start to cry when i feel the big man doing things to it. he pulls away. “how do you do this with them, she cries when i play with her clit, it’s so excellent, her pleasure comes only from serving.” “it takes time, for sure, but vinegar and choking help a lot.” “fuck you’re good. love your work.” the big man keeps inspecting, calling out colours and numbers which someone else writes down. someone pushes a cock down my throat, and i keep myself occupied with sucking it as well as i can. i’m relieved when the big man doesn’t go back to my bad girl button, and i suck extra carefully to try and show how thankful i am.

the big man stands up and speaks. “right everyone, grade 2s, clear out, grade 1s, stick around for a moment.” the cock i’m sucking rams deep into my throat then pulls out, he must be a grade 2, he rubs it on my lips and cheeks before leaving me. my arms are released, though i won’t move them until i’m told to. the big man is stroking my thighs. people leave the room, talking between themselves, and the big man waits til the door is shut before he speaks again. “well gentlemen, she’s a real treat. there’s no denying it. you’ve excelled this time,” he says to my Master, “you really have”. about three men, besides my Master, are left in the room. they gather around the big man. he quickly pulls the speculum out of me and looks me in the eyes. “finger yourself, slut, both holes, as fast as you can, and don’t stop.”

“yes Sir” i gasp out, and begin fucking myself, one finger in my pussy, one in my ass.

“come on girl, you can do better than that. i want 2 fingers in each hole. now.”

i do it immediately. i feel that my pussy is wetter already, just loving hearing the tone in his voice.

there’s conversation in the room which i can’t hear, and i’m feeling alone on the bed, and i wish i had a fun movie to watch, i like the one when my Master is teaching his two daughters how to sit next to each other so they can both suck his cock and balls. i’m fingering myself over and over again, and keeping my legs spread wide because the big man didn’t say i could move.

finally the door opens again, and everyone except the big man leaves. Master comes over to me and rams his hand against mine so that my fingers go extra deep. “be good, little girl. listen to men and obey them.” he leaves the room. the big man and i are alone.

“fingers out. don’t touch yourself again, ever, unless i say you can.” i pull my fingers out extra quick. i want to please him. i want his cock again. i want to be fucked. i don’t say anything though. i want to obey.

“you’re coming home with me tonight. you’re mine now. do you understand?” he stares down at me.

“yes Sir, i understand.”

“Master. i’m your Master now.”

“yes Master, yes, i understand.”

“do you know why i’m keeping you for myself?”

“… no Master…” i hope i’m going to hear approval.

“because i’ve never met a cunt who so desperately wants nothing more than to be used for a man’s pleasure. you don’t want anything but to serve men, do you. you just want cock. that’s impressive. girls will say it, sluts will say anything, but you know they still hope that a man is going to give THEM pleasure. it doesn’t work like that here, it never will. you actually get pleasure from serving men, and that’s rare. you don’t like getting pleasure the usual way, do you.” he rubs my bad girl button again.

“no Master, no please, i don’t want to be bad!” i whimper and hope he won’t punish me.

he laughs. “delightful. now, how about an ass fucking, i’ll probably make you bleed. what do you say?”

“yes please Master, as long as you will enjoy it, i want you to be happy. and i want to be fucked.”

he laughs again. “so greedy. greedy for slavery. and you’re going to be mine. i’m looking forward to this. i’ve got some movies at home i think you’re going to like, and you and i are going to make some beautiful new ones. now, get up and show me how thankful you are that you’re coming home with me.”

i leap up and wrap my lips around his cock, i lick his balls, i take all of him down my throat, and i feel his fingers grab fistfuls of my hair, and i sigh happily as i taste the cock of my forever Master. when he rams it so hard it makes my eyes water, i am even happier knowing he’s using me and i’m in pain. i can’t wait to go home with him and serve him forever and ever. i think he feels how happy i am, because he cums soon, and when he forces me to lick the last drops off the floor, i can see him smiling, and when he steps on my neck to smear my face in the drops of his cum, i know i’m where i belong.

Also…

29 Friday Sep 2017

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You know that thing where you and your Master agree that you need a night off, so when you spoon into him at bed time, within 10 seconds I’m rubbing my wet pussy against his cock, and within 30 seconds his cock is deep inside me and he’s fucking me and then he pulls out and drags me by the hair and forces his cock down my throat while commanding me to clean it off, and then he pushes me onto my stomach and rams back into my cunt, and then pulls out again and face fucks me, and then fucks my ass relentlessly till I’m literally crying?

Or, as I like to call it, last night.

Last night’s ass-fucking …

10 Tuesday May 2016

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… happened, again. He tried something new – ben-wa balls in my cunt, and then his cock in my ass. We had to stop that as it just was not. going. to. work. So then I think he felt a bit frustrated by that failure, and so when he fucked my ass, he was particularly vicious. First the pushy, demanding fucking with the head of his cock while I squirmed and squealed. Then, the ‘hold the troublesome girl in place’ position, with him poised above me, and then plunging directly in (with lube thank god) as deep as he could go in one fell swoop. May I add, that was bloody deep, and then as he really got into abusing my ass, it was all I could do to hold on for the ride.

As we lay cuddling afterwards, he told me I wasn’t getting the butt plug overnight. I begged and begged for it but he just wouldn’t. I may have pouted.

Oh and the evening started with a lot of throat-fucking. “To the back of your throat, slut.” So I did. “And out”. I followed all the instructions to the letter. When I pulled off choking and coughing, he gave me 2 seconds to breathe, then he grabbed a fistful of my hair and put me right back where I belonged, and held me in place just long enough to remind me. “I didn’t say stop, slut.”

Oh and I think I have to start using the term ‘pussy’ rather than ‘cunt’ as now he’s calling me a cunt, which may I say just makes my pussy juices flow freely, as I really get off on being reduced to that simple, greedy little hole of mine. Or really, it’s his, he owns this pussy, and when I asked if I could touch myself to sleep, of course he said no. It’s his, not mine.

Now tonight I’m going to sleep exhausted right now while he is out. When he gets home, I wonder what will happen. I’m way too tired and need my sleep, badly. However, he is my Master and if he wants to take my ass, … let’s wait and see shall we.

training me in a new oral sex position

29 Saturday Nov 2014

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tonight he came to bed, put in the butt plug, and then dragged me on my back til my head was hanging over the edge of the bed. i guessed what was coming and had my mouth open wide. he slid his cock into my mouth, down to my throat, pushed in pretty far, and then pulled out. then again, testing out the depth. then holding my head with both hands, he fucked my mouth in that position, me gasping and straining, him ploughing his cock into my throat.

a position i can’t remember the last time we did it. it’s hot because i feel like he’s positioning me purely for his pleasure, with absolutely no regard for me. he told me it felt amazing, and that i may as well get used to it now, because it’s going to be happening a lot.

why did i think i even had a say?

23 Sunday Nov 2014

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… last night. he said he was going to let me sleep. i asked for play – but nothing too heavy.

so he put the hood on me. buckled in the penis gag. restraints on ankles and wrists. hogtied. stainless steel ass hook slid into me.

around the time he started hogtying me, i started fighting. fighting back because i knew i couldn’t win, but i needed to feel him bringing me to heel, exerting his control. i was pissed at him mildly for going straight to what i thought was heavy, right when i asked to not have it.

and i fought back. and he wrenched my limbs into position, buckled me up, and everything i did was useless.

which is precisely what submission is for me. whatever i try to do, is useless. so i end up giving up, abandoning any pretense at having a say in the goings-on. just admitting to myself that i am here to serve. to have it happen to me, not to decide what it is.

he kept me like that for a few minutes, then he released me, though he left the hood on. popped the gag out. pushed his cock into the small mouth hole, as much as he could. “there’s lots of pre-cum for you to clean off. get it done.”

i did, of course. i was so out of it by now, i was seeking any opportunity to obey. so when he told me to get on top of him and straddle him, to lower my body onto his cock, which is guaranteed to go deeper than just about any other position – i got up there, and sank down until i was whimpering, and then pushed even more. he loved this – he started ramming up into me and he drew me down to him, holding me tight, and fucking me over and over again. then flipping me over – i’m on my stomach, and he’s pinned my arms behind my back, and he is riding me fast and hard and he comes into me and i can finally relax.

and then he directs me – get down there and clean it off. “i want to feel my cock hit the back of your throat.” i do this til i’m retching and gagging and i rear off him. “once more.” “really?” i didn’t get a response, just him forcing my head down. so i do it again. gagging on the cum, on the strain, on the sensation. he releases me. i explode off again. “and again.” i catch my breath and go back again, deep throating him like crazy, feeling tears and cum mingling on my face, hoping this is going to end because i feel like a little slut and i am exhausted and i am totally at his beck and call. apparently this last time was enough. he pulls me to him and wraps his arms around me, protectively, lovingly. “sleep now, babygirl.” and i pass out.

it’s just sex, but it keeps me down there. this is – i’m pretty certain – not what “an equal relationship” looks like. this is, i’m fairly certain, what being a slave to my husband looks like. it’s hard work, mentally and physically, but the pleasure i get is so intense, and the wetness of my cunt any time he pulls me to him by grabbing my nipple – the knowing that i don’t have to try and make the right decision about my body any more, because he is going to use it just the way it’s supposed to be used – it doesn’t get any better than this. being owned. being controlled.

Vignettes

09 Wednesday Jul 2014

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Just a few little stories from the past few months.

… the morning when I woke up as he was connecting my shackles to the bedposts, and then he slipped on the hood and penis gag before I could sputter out a question. And then he informed me he was going to train my ass that morning. Starting with the smallest butt plug. 15 minutes for each size. We had about 6 at this point. All that happened, for those 90 minutes, was the insertion and removal of ass plugs. After each removal, he stretched my cheeks apart, and would do things like spit into my ass, push one and then two and three fingers in to see how stretched I was, and then he’d say things like “… you’re loving having anything in here, aren’t you … you love feeling your asshole gape for me …” After the 90 minutes, he released me, took off all toys, and after 5 min of deep throating him, he cheerfully swatted me on the ass and let me get on with my day.

… the night when he was in a foul mood after work, and he took it out on me. Every restraint possible, every sensory deprivation tool available, til I was totally pinioned and immobilised, spread wide and distended, and then lecturing me on my place, my role, and how much of a greedy slut I was, how much I craved being used and abused. Slapping me, pinching me, choking me. Then, fucking me so roughly, slamming into me like salvation lay deep within my body, and pulling out in time to coat my mound, cunt, and asshole with his cum. Throwing me in the shower, spraying me down like a dog, and then snuggling me on the couch while stroking my body softly, calmly, and making me wet all over again.

… the night where he woke me up and told me to go get a medium/large butt plug from the ensuite, put it in and come back to bed. When I returned, he had me lie on the bed on my back with my head hanging over the edge, and he fucked my face til I think he got down my throat, I was choking for sure. After he came, he got me up on my knees on the bed, gripped my neck til I couldn’t breathe, smacked me in the face a few times, and – I can never forget this – and he said in the quietest, calmest voice, “say thank you, cunt”. Gave me enough air so I could gasp out “Thank you, Master”. Then he let me go, and as I curled up in a shivering mess in bed, he held me until I fell asleep again.

midnight training session

19 Sunday Jan 2014

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i’m calling it a training session – it’s my terminology, not his. i feel it describes it best.

i went to sleep at midnight, he stayed up and came to bed after i had gone to sleep. i pushed through layers of a dream to find his arms wrapped around me, stroking my slit softly with his fingers, and holding and squeezing my breasts with the other. i start to make little moans and happy sighs, snuggling into him and enjoying it. then he pulls me around to face him, grabs a fistful of my hair, and pulling me down, tugging on my nipple, pushing my head, he forces me down under the quilt. i know what’s going on here, i took his cock in my mouth right away and went to work. licking the shaft, sucking and sucking, throwing myself into it. it took a while longer than i thought it would, and then it just kept going. that point where i thought he’d pull me back up to fuck me. we passed it and he just held my head there, fucking my face and me gasping only the smallest breaths around the edges. 

i think this was the same style as the anal sex earlier in the week. being used not in many different interesting arousing ways, but focusing on one hole, and not giving me any space to think about anything else. i know i had no time to think. i was just focusing on breathing, and swallowing all the pre-cum that was seeping into my mouth. keeping my mouth stretched wide open, not biting, not gagging, letting his cock force its way down my throat as far as i could take it. i think this went on for about 15 minutes, which for me is forever. short attention span.

he pulled me back up. i was gasping, my face was covered in my own spit and his pre-cum, and i felt like a mess. i lay there gasping for air. he turned me around again, spooning me. “shhhhh” in my ear. “shhhhhhhhhhhhhh”. i try to get my breathing under control. “that’s enough, babygirl. quiet now.” he doesn’t even touch me, just holds me, lets me come back down to earth.

i’m finally calm, drifting off to sleep even. and he’s pulling me around again. pushing my head back under the covers.

time gets a bit hazy. it was rougher, i think, but maybe that’s because it was such a shock. i vacillated – i wanted to push him away, and get back to the fresh air, and to sleep. i wanted to do my duty and show him just how obedient i was. i wanted to get his cock into my cunt and feel more pleasure. he started fucking my face in earnest, grinding my face into his hair and his balls, twisting me around and kneeling over me, fucking down my throat as i lay on my back convulsing around his cock. probably not 15 min this time. probably less. i’m gagging by now, he pulls me up.

this is a headfuck moment, you know? i was furious, tbh. not furious. i was exhausted, and ready to refuse anything more. he held me, a bit tighter because i suspect he realised. “shhhhhh”. “deep breaths, babygirl.” i was tempted to let the hyperventilating continue, but i needed the oxygen and i listened to him as he told me how to breathe.

then he turned me around to face him, and i started flipping out. “no, no, i know i’m not supposed to say no, but i don’t want to, i really need to sleep.”

he let me rant for a while.

eventually i started to worry. i didn’t want to ruin everything, i just needed a break. 

he understood though. lots of cuddles, lots of hugs. and he gave me a choice. a third time down there, or the larger butt plug til the morning. 

you know that thing where you just can’t really decide because it’s not your decision to make? yeah, me too.

“whatever you want, master.”

pinching both nipples til i was gasping all over again. “get down there then and get my cock in your mouth.”

he was so big by now. he pulled me to him, held my head in position, and gently, slowly, guided his cock down to the back of my throat. then he just held me there, stroking my hair, every now and then adjusting slightly. i felt love from him, love and ownership and control and utter and total power. power i had given him.

he kept me down there for probably only 5 minutes. 5 minutes of me, lying still, mouth stretched open, his cock filling my mouth, me breathing carefully through my nose, feeling more precum seep into my mouth, down my throat. his hands protectively stroking my hair, but never giving me an inch to pull back.

me, giving up. 

then him, pulling me up. no words. turning me around to spoon me. guiding his cock into my ass. pulling me onto it gently but unrelentingly. me, giving it to him. letting him. no words. his cock, in my ass, not moving, just slowly growing soft as i fall asleep.

Close to non-consensual – reality

26 Thursday Dec 2013

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So such a beautiful yet rough fucking on the way home from Xmas yesterday. And it’s the end of a long day, and to be honest, I’m feeling a bit exhausted. Not in the mood. I go to bed, and he follows soonafter. The routine kicks in – he gets into bed, I close my book, turn off the light, and present. Some very rough mauling signals that he plans to use me tonight (so far I don’t think there’s been a night he hasn’t). I struggle with this internally – I’m wet immediately, but I don’t want to give in. I tell him as much, that I’m not refusing him – I wouldn’t dream of it – but that something feels off for me.

He listens, understands, assures me he’s still going to use me anyway. I get wetter and start spooning back into him so his cock – rock hard and massive – is slipping between my dripping wet cunt lips. But I still don’t feel into it. But I’m gasping and bending and twisting trying to get his cock into me.

He pulls away, and gets a new butt plug, which goes in easily enough. Then he tells me he’s not going to fuck me. I beg him too – not just ask, we’re talking pleading, and “please Master” isn’t enough, I have to say it all, “please Master, I want you to fuck me, please put your cock in my cunt.”

He flips me on my stomach, and pounds into me, I’m still a bit sore and I don’t really want to do this, and I am grinding and bucking and getting as much of his cock into me, feeling my holes stuffed and stretched. I want to just go to sleep, I don’t want to be fucked, and I want more in me.

After we stopped, I tried to explain this, that I still felt strange, and that I wanted to feel down there again, which is how I describe being in slave headspace. Being down there. Held down there. His foot on my neck.

I beg him for the butt plug in overnight, and he gives it to me, and straps the chastity belt so tight that my cunt lips graze the outside and are cut into. I love it. He pulls me over his knee and spanks me, hard, and I collapse into him. He pinches and pulls my nipples, hard. I gasp with pleasure and pain. He has me give him head for quite a while; cock to the back of my throat, face fucked in that position, and then he presses my face into his balls, I can’t breathe, I’m  taking them in my mouth and he has me by the hair, and he masturbates until he cums.

By this point I’m pretty far down there. And he points out to me that no matter what I ask for from him (and he wants me to ask, so he knows how to take advantage of me), the fact that he just had my face rammed into his balls and a butt plug strapped into my ass, while he pleasured himself – this is proof that no matter what, I’m really just here for him.

I fell asleep quite peacefully after that. Collar on, butt plug in, chastity belt on. I was deep down there, and content.

where i end up begging for anal

21 Saturday Dec 2013

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where we started off innocently enough, playing with new toys, the inflatable plug in my cunt, spreading me so wide that i was screaming into his hand. but it was all good, and he had his arms wrapped around me, and he was telling me sweet things, reminding me of my role, that i could scream but it wouldn’t help. innocent fun and games.

then he ripped the plug out and as i laid there gasping, his cock speared me and he had his hand around my throat and his finger in my mouth, he was tearing at my nipples, he was using me and i felt it. 

and this is all pretty par for the course, the part where a 9″ cock is ripping me open and i’m riding through the pain on his instructions, and then he pulled out and i got straight to work cleaning my juices off his cock with my tongue. he pushed my head down until his cock was as far down my throat as it could go. “can it go any farther?” he pointedly asked. i managed to get it past the gag reflex, and with both hands wrapped in my hair he kept me exactly there, as i flailed and bucked like i wasn’t loving being used like a fucktoy.

so this is normal i guess for me now. this is what i accept from my husband, this is what i deserve, and as a submissive female, this is what i need to keep me behaving and to make it clear to me that i am subservient to my master, to his cock, to his needs.

this is normal.

and then we lay there cuddling, and he asked me “should i fuck your ass?” i took a deep breath. a million things ran through my head. he’d do what he wanted anyway. but maybe he would take my concerns into account. but maybe he’d want to fuck me even more if he knew i didn’t want it. i took a guess. “no, but you’ll do what you want anyway.” i could hear the tone of my voice as it came out of my mouth – i sounded so young and timid. 

and then i surprised myself. i rolled over onto my stomach and spread my legs. i felt totally controlled and i knew i couldn’t escape. i may as well show him how good i was, how i wanted only to do the right thing, to obey and be praised. so i prepared myself for anal sex before i even knew if it was coming. and i hoped that maybe such obedience would mean he would spare me.

he didn’t. of course. he fucked me slowly and methodically, and every time i begged for a pause, he told me to push through the pain, and he pushed his cock further in. “i’m trying to relax!” i kept gasping out, but he didn’t give me the chance, he just kept on pushing his cock into my tight ass. i know it was tight because he was praising me as he went, telling me how good i felt and how much he liked fucking my ass.

need i say, this made me wet.

he used me like this for a while. then he pulled out and we spooned again. more cuddles, more reminding of my role. he told me i had earnt my collar, and put it on me. then we laid down and prepared for sleep, talking about how good it is to have our roles clear and a lifetime to put me in my place.

and i don’t know how it happened, but i asked him to fuck my ass again. and he told me to beg for it. 

so i did

i was grabbing at him, at his cock, his body, gasping out “please” over and over. “please fuck my ass, master, i want your cock in my ass, please please please”. 

this time it wasn’t slow and methodical. he kept reminding me to push through the pain, and also, that he liked my pain. and he got about 6″ into me, and then it began. this was not friendly and loving. this was me being used and abused, being forced to take far more cock, more pain, more humiliation. my face pushed into the pillow, then his hand gripping my hair and pulling my head up so i could hear my own tortured gasps for breath. then him slamming my face back into the pillow. all the while ploughing my ass like i was only here for his pleasure.

even wetter as i realised that’s all i was there for.

he pulled out, came on my back. showered me off, more stroking and tenderness, and he put me into bed, put my collar back on, and i fell asleep with an aching ass, and a happy heart.

last night

03 Tuesday Dec 2013

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he spooned me, stroked my nipples gently, and then within a minute or two his cock was down my throat. we’re doing a lot of head these last couple of days. i have always been good at it, but due to health issues i can’t do it as well as i used to. not as much staying power. i also am a small little girl, 5 foot tall and very slight, and he has a 9″ erect cock. i don’t swallow his cum, and i have a tendency to gag. this is now, entirely, changing. 

he’s training me – which is to say, he’s instructing me and i’m obeying him – to take his cock far, far down my throat. if it isn’t hitting the back of my throat, i’m not doing a good enough job. if i’m breathing, it’s not in far enough. he lies on his back, tells me to take his cock in my mouth, and i know what i’m supposed to do. i press my face down on it, wrapping my lips around and pressing my tongue against it. i take it like that, not breathing and just gently undulating my tongue against the shaft, until he tells me to start sucking, and my job is to pull back until it’s almost out, then plunge back down onto it til it hits the back of my throat. over and over again. sometimes he just grabs my hair, holds my head down there, and fucks my face while i gag, drool and choke. 

this is my role as his oral slave, and i’m doing it as well as i can, and he is approving of what i’m doing.

so last night we start with my oral training, and then he taped my arms and legs close to my body, lay me on my back, and fucked my cunt til i was bouncing off the bed and making some seriously intense sounds. he cut me loose, and instructed me immediately “go clean your cunt juices off my cock, slut”. i would never have done this before. now i went straight to work. 

he was so proud of me, i could tell by how he started finger fucking me and tickling my ass. the little things!

i was so far in the slave headspace, he had me present to him next to him in bed, and i stayed like that, panting heavily and dripping onto the bed. he talked to me in that quiet voice about how well my training is going, and how it will get heavier and more intense. how soon i’ll be swallowing his cum and begging for it. the headspace by now was so intense. he must have known, must have realised. he didn’t tell me to relax, he didn’t talk me down from the dangerous peak i was on. he just – quietly, sneakily – grabbed the very large butt plug – it must be 5″ wide – i’ve never been able to take it – he grabbed it and before i could register what was happening, he was steadily pushing it into my ass.

so i went crazy. as you do. i stopped short of saying “no”, so i said “it hurts!” over and over again. i cried. i screamed. he wouldn’t stop, and it inexorably pushed further and further into my by now stinging and burning ass. i reared up off all fours and tried to crawl to the edge of the bed. he wrapped a strong arm around my stomach, “no, you don’t get to stop, you’re taking this butt plug right now”, and he just kept pushing it in. apparently it was about 3/4 in. i was struggling and crying, but i was also obeying, in a very disobedient way. as punishment, i guess, he rammed it harder, pulled it out and rammed it in, enough to make me just collapse in tears, sagging in his arms. “mmmm, perfect, give in to me, whore”. so i did. i could feel my ass muscles relax, and the plug got closer and closer to ripping me open entirely.

eventually he pulled it out. i stayed in the “present” position, totally brutalised and dominated. i couldn’t move. he kept talking quietly to me about the changes in our relationship, and my role in our marriage. he was in my head, i have no defenses any more. then he told me to go to sleep. “how should i go to sleep?” i managed to blurt out. he knew what i meant. “on your back, legs spread wide, both hands on your cunt until you sleep.”

so that’s what i did. kneading my hairless, swollen, wet, sore cunt lips, stroking up and down my slit. legs splayed like a whore ready and waiting for him. touching, touching, touching, until i fell asleep.

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I'm a 31 year old cis woman, 5 foot tall, about 80 pounds, A cup breasts and curly brown hair. I am happily married to my Master and husband, who I serve sexually to the best of my ability. We call me a sex slave and a submissive wife, and I take my role pretty seriously. He owns my body, and uses me sexually as he wants. My role is to not fight it, to accept it, and to thank him.

I blog semi-regularly about what he does to me, and about what I wish we'd do too.

He's also told me to add: my cunt is extremely tight, but I get very wet at the very idea of being used like the whore I am. And that my ass is also tight, and he likes making me cry by fucking me hard there.

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