Pleased to report …

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we turned off the tv last night, rolled over in bed, and he pulled me to him and began twisting and pinching at my nipples, which are insanely sensitive. i was shuddering and gasping, and he pushed his cock into my pussy, and began fucking me. irritatingly though he never really sped up and REALLY fucked me. i started to worry. perhaps he was bored of fucking me so frequently recently? maybe he was annoyed at having to fuck me again 😦

he says to me “what do you want from me tonight?”

me – “stammer – stutter – stammer – ummmm”

he repeats – “what do you want?”

me – “two things … i want you to stop holding back and … i want you to fuck my ass … i want you to fuck my ass every night”

we discuss this for a bit, and then he flips me onto my stomach and proceeds to fuck me hard, deep, fast, etc etc …

then he pulls out, and immediately pushes the head of his cock into my ass. no lube, just my cunt juice. he fucks me quickly like that, not too much of his cock, but fast and rhythmic, i’m in the flow, it’s not too bad.

he pulls out again, gets the lube, and with a hand in the middle of my back pinning me to the bed, says “now i’m REALLY going to fuck you. you’re going to get this every night.” and he lunges right deep into my ass with his seriously fucking huge cock, so i scream, but he’s got my face in my pillow so i’m screaming and screaming into my pillow, he pulls out almost all the way then rams right back in.

and suddenly i just give in, i realise that this will be what i feel every night now, and i relax my ass, and give my hole to him, and spread my legs, he chuckles at me “what do you want, slut?”

“i want you to fuck my ass, please master please, fuck my ass”

he fucks and fucks and fucks me while i’m lying there limp and not resisting at all. finally he pulls out, and while i’m gasping for air and feeling my ass muscles spasming uncontrollably, he suddenly is pushing the metal bejewelled butt plug into me, and i pull away from him but he grabs a fistful of my hair and wrenches me backwards, and i’m trying to adjust and while i’m trying to get my balance back he rams the plug in, and says “that’s staying in all night”.

and it did … and i’m now going to turn off the computer and join him in bed. wish me luck. xoxoxoxo ass-slut, submissive-wife, whore, fucktoy …

BTW

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I bought the njoy medium plug tonight 🙂 It’ll arrive in about 3 weeks. He’ll be very surprised 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

(I paid using the credit card he can’t see the transactions of!)

Is there anything more erotic…

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…than being cleaned off in the shower after intense rough fucking …

… his fingers stroking between my cunt lips. My hands up on the shower wall. His hands caressing my breasts. His fingers pushing my cunt lips apart. His knee between my legs, pushing my cunt further open. His finger deep in my ass, pinioning me in place. His breath hot on my neck. His cock in my cunt.

And what’s particularly filthy but I just can’t help it is – I feel his cock scraping into my raw, sore cunt, and the pain feels so good, and he knows it, and he knows to go rougher, and by the time we’re back on the bed, he just says “get into position” and I know for the fourth time that night my cunt is going to be used for his pleasure.

I’m exhausted, I’m scarcely cleaned up, I know I’m about to be ripped apart by his cock, and when he says “safe word?” I just say “whatever you want, Master.”

I sense his delight as he speeds up, goes deeper, and fucks me while I cry. And when he cums, I swear the joy spears deep inside me, pulling the pain into my heart and bringing me relief and satisfaction that I have fulfilled my role of being hurt to provide pleasure.

Meanwhile …

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The fantasies I have been entertaining recently are nowhere near as articulate and well-read.

They involve his hands on my mouth, my breasts, between my legs, his voice murmuring evil things in my ears, his body controlling mine and effortlessly turning me to a wobbly-legged light-headed creature just begging to be tortured and tormented by him.

To be precise they also involve a butt plug, an under-bust corset, impossibly high heels, our car parked in a secluded spot, me bent over the hood, him fingering my cunt roughly, too many fingers right from the start, forcing me open, my nipples hardening under my thin top in the cold wind, him hiking up my short skirt just enough to push in the plug, through my crotchless panties, and then quickly following that with his cock deep into my cunt, ploughing into me while i am bent over, uncomfortable, cold, shivering, then on the ground on all fours, my breasts hanging down and him fucking me hard and fast to cum quickly, leaving me gasping …

… and then back in the car, the plug still in, and him handing me a birthday present – i open it up, and find a brand new vibrator inside, and i’m to fuck myself with it while he drives us home, he wants to see it disappearing into my cunt, and once he’s decided i’ve had enough, he pulls out the plug, and tells me to fuck my ass with the vibe, and as i struggle to do so, he pulls into the driveway at home, and i’ve only gotten 1 or 2 inches inside me, he pulls it out, brings me inside, and begins the whole night again, in bed, and starts off by replacing the vibe with his cock …

(btw i am impatiently awaiting his return from a night out. endlessly fantasising to myself and waiting for him to return home!)

debating which njoy to buy

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so I still haven’t bought one! I need ADVICE!!

Our usual butt plug for play is 1″ in diameter.

The medium njoy is 1.25″ in diameter.

The large is 1.5″.

Our usual plug is one of those cheap jewelled metal ones that works surprisingly well – in that it is easy to keep clean, comfortable to wear, doesn’t fall out.

I’m wondering – do I just buy another cheap one in a 1.5″ diameter, or 1.25″, or do we splurge the $80 to buy the large? Or am I too ambitious and I should stick to a 1.25″? I’ve worn larger plugs in the past, but not overnight. This is for overnight use. Should we splurge on an njoy? Should I go medium or large?

COULD SOMEONE PLEASE DECIDE FOR ME!!!

if you wake me up …

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… with a hand on my throat choking me and another hand trying to rip my nipple off, i may struggle for a moment but then i will remember my place, i will relax into your grip and put my life in your hands. i will move lightning fast when you grunt at me “spread your legs cunt”. i will get on all fours and brace myself for your cock thrusting into me like a maniac. i will be awake enough to anticipate your expectations, when you flip me onto my back i will immediately grab my ankles and hoist them as far back as possible, spreading my cunt wide for you, and when you smile and say “good work slut” i will feel a rush of pride, and when you fuck my ass in that position instead, i will whimper a lot because it hurts, but i won’t let go of my ankles, and when you push my face to the side with the palm of your hand on my cheek i will not fight or complain but instead i will feel relieved that you are treating me like your slut, your whore, your wife, and when you pull out and within a minute you’ve plugged my ass with a nasty butt plug and you’re whispering in my ears “feel that stretch, i’m going to stretch you so wide you’ll be taking my cock every night”, i will have the presence of mind to realise that it’s so much easier when i’m simply a slut for you, and i will say “thank you” and mean it.

A typical rough fuck and humiliation

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We spoon, we cuddle, he starts touching my cunt … pushing between my lips with one finger, then two, enough to feel how wet I have become in the last 60 seconds, “you little slut” he whispers in my ear, and he immediately forces his cock into me, it’s pushing into my cunt, stretching me open, it’s been a week or so since we last fucked, I start whimpering and his hand is over my mouth and nose, restricting airflow, and he rams right up into me from behind, we’re still spooning but it’s not sweet and cuddly now, he’s stopping me breathing and ramming fast and hard into my sore cunt, thrusting and pounding into me, letting me breathe every now and then, gasps of air then his hand over my mouth again. He keeps up a steady stream of whispers in my ear. “You little slut, you just wanted cock, I don’t want to hear any complaints, you’re here for me to fuck, you like it when I do this to you, shut up and take it” …

I’m desperately trying to move my body to meet his rhythm, but it’s tearing me open and I’m also trying to get away, and he has an iron arm wrapped around me, holding me in place so easily no matter how hard I try to break free, though I’m not trying that hard, because I’m mentally down there in that place, I’m letting myself be used, loving being totally at his mercy, under his control.

“On your stomach.” I hastily flip over, and he pulls my hips up just enough, taps the back of my head to remind me to clasp my hands behind my head, and then he’s got a hand on the back of my neck, he’s pinning me and positioning me, and he pushes back into me, and it hurts doubly much this time going back in and I start whimpering again, and I hear “what are you, tell me what you are” and I manage to choke out “I’m a slut, I’m a cunt”, “whose cunt are you?” “Yours Master, your cunt!”

He fucks me like crazy, then he pushes a finger into my ass, and he’s ploughing both holes so fast and so cruelly, I’m in agony and he’s directing me again, “tell me what I’m doing to you”, and I gasp and finally say “you’re fucking my cunt, Master, with your cock, and you’re pushing your finger into my ass” and I feel myself blushing, and he says “why am I doing it?” and he’s fucking me SO. FUCKING. HARD. and I say “BECAUSE I’M YOUR CUNT, MASTER.”

And he cums in me, and I’m sobbing. He kisses me on the back of my head, releases my hands, strokes my back.

Then he pushes in a butt plug. Lets me clean up. And buckles on the chastity belt for the first time in months. I curl up into a little sobbing ball of slave wife. And again, he’s talking to me. “This is where you belong. This is how I love you to be. And I own you, you know that.”

He talks me down til I can fall asleep. I fall asleep as slave wife.

This is what he’s entitled to. This is what I deserve.

expensive shipping i hate you :(

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and now i’m finding more inspiration and i’ve picked the best njoy for us to buy (the medium, in case you were wondering) and then i decide to find some new toys i think he’d like. i know he loves remote control eggs, and breast bondage, and i find some nice new toys from sub-shop:

10 Function Remote Control Bullet

Silicone Spade Crop

Vibrating Inflatable Butt Plug

The Perfect Bondage Rope, Bondage Black

Forever Your Girl Steel Collar

and it comes to $103.75 USD. not bad at all, right? and then shipping to australia? $61 USD at the cheapest. so that’s about $165 USD, which will equal about $200 AUD.

nuts to that 😦 jeeeesus 😦 the njoy alone will cost $110 AUD delivered.

GODDAMNIT!!!! i want new toys :((((

day 5 anal training

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well i’m just an anal slut really aren’t i. last night we went to bed and this time he got out a large butt plug, and i didn’t cry, i didn’t even wait for him to tell me, i just presented my ass to him, and when he fucked me with that plug i gritted my teeth and didn’t whimper, and then he eased his cock into me and i pushed back on him immediately to get it all inside me, and he didn’t go slow or easy on me he pushed me right down onto the mattress and rammed so hard into me i screamed into the pillow and then he fucked me so hard and deep in my ass i was so full up i was going to choke and he fucked and fucked me for a long time and when he pulled out he threw me onto my back and came all over my breasts and my face and holy fuck that was hot.

a quick shower, and we got back in bed and he told me how pleased he was. that i was now very, VERY well trained for anal with him. and that he now felt confident i would be a perfect anal slut for him. and he pushed that plug back into me really really hard and fast, and i did make a little whimper because it did hurt, and he told me he even loved that about me, and that i was still his anal slave, and he was very happy. the chastity belt went on.

more anal training

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the fourth morning, thank god he didn’t fuck me again like that in the kitchen. the fourth night though, jesus, yes i’m looking forward to it but this time it wasn’t the nice little jeweled butt plug, it was a heftyish medium one, and he pushed it in and i started crying, i just couldn’t help it. shaking and crying like a little waif. needless to say my husband takes no pity on his wife like that. he was nice, don’t get me wrong. he stroked, and petted, and shushed, and kissed. and then he pulled it out carefully, and pushed it back in, and pulled it out, and just when it was stretching me to the max, he pushed it back in, and needless to say i just kept crying, and he kept kissing and shushing. he pulled it out again. for good. and i kept crying, just this silly hysterical sobbing, not grief or sorrow, just that hyperventilating mixed with quite a bit of pain.

“present, babygirl.” somehow i fucking dragged myself into position, ass in the air, knees spread, ankles crossed, face on the mattress, hands clasped on the back of my head. he got into position, and carefully, slowly, pushed his cock into my sore sore tender ass. “shush, sweetheart, i know it hurts but crying won’t change this.” he put his thumb into my mouth and held my mouth closed. began fucking me. not mean. not cruel and rough. just methodical and calm and deep and thorough and i sobbed and sobbed and sobbed.

and what the fuck is wrong with me it started to feel good, and it was so painful and yet the stretch wasn’t as bad and it felt good and i began sucking on his thumb running my tongue up and down it and licking urgently and he was pleased and he began really fucking my ass and i pushed against him and wanted more and he gave me more and last night when he pushed that medium butt plug inside me at the end and buckled on the chastity belt i made sure to say “thank you master”.