work got so frantically busy that i’m logging on tonight, on my holidays, just to try and sort out all the lingering issues i couldn’t fix by working around the clock for the last couple of weeks. my stress levels skyrocketed, and then there’s all the family shit for holidays which of course causes explosions too. our sex life evaporated so quickly. i felt terrible, but he could see i was so tired that he told me it just wasn’t worth it. so now we’re finally both on holidays, and hopefully, HOPEFULLY, we can start doing things again.

sigh.

in the meantime, i might post some fantasies to help me get back in the mood …