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… when he says this, i get down on my knees, forehead on the ground, hands on my head, knees spread wide

generally the next thing i feel is his hands on my hips as he guides his cock into me

this is the only specific command we have in our vocabulary. i want more. i want him to control me entirely in bed, to allow me only certain behaviours, and to demand them whenever he wants. i want to give up so entirely that i am little more than a toy for him. 

the best part is, this is what he wants, too. he is craving the power, he tells me, and it’s like a drug. he loves owning me.

this is love